Sleep story · travel, cozy

Sleep story: the night train, on a day that started badly — for a racing mind

Somewhere between two cities, in the dark, where nobody needs anything from you.

Lights off. Press begin and let the story read itself to you, at the pace of sleep.

Read it myself

Screen on or off — we suggest dimming it, or simply closing your eyes after the first paragraph.

The story, in full

Somewhere ahead of you, a door opens and closes with a soft, deliberate sound. The lights along the aisle are dimmed to the colour of weak tea. The train left a quarter of an hour ago, and the carriage has already settled into its own quiet.

Outside, the fields go past without anything in them you need to see. The rhythm underneath you is steady enough to lean on. The seat reclines one notch further than you expected it to.

Your jaw can drop slightly. Let your teeth part. Your elbows can stop being hinges for now.

Let your tongue sit heavy in your mouth. Let your toes stop holding on to anything.

Every so often the wheels change their note as they cross a join in the rail. The heating is on low, and the air smells faintly of clean metal and old upholstery.

Let your ribs stop working so hard. Feel the weight of your head on the pillow.

Now feel your whole body at once, lying here, being held up. Let the space between your eyebrows smooth out.

There is one other person in this carriage, four rows up, asleep with a coat over their knees. A station passes without stopping — a platform, a lamp, three empty benches, then dark again.

Let your forearms get heavy and warm. Let your palms open if they were closed.

The window is cool against the side of your face. Your bag is wedged under the seat in front, out of the way of your feet.

Let your thighs be as heavy as they want to be. Notice the places where your body touches the bed, and let them be heavy.

If you're judging your performance, that's the same habit as judging everything else. Notice if you've been frowning at your own thoughts.

Your fingers can stop doing anything at all. Let your breathing get slower without deciding to slow it.

Nothing needs deciding tonight. Let the quiet be boring.

Let your attention settle somewhere low, like your feet. Let the dark be ordinary. Let the next part go past without you.

The words can start to blur now. You can stop listening properly. Just the breath.

A day that started badly does not have to stay that way.

Goodnight. There is nothing left to do.

18 paragraphs, roughly 3 minutes read slowly aloud. Written for travel, cozy.