Sleep story · warm, winter

A fire dying down, on a day that started badly — for a restless night

The last hour of a fire, when it stops being a fire and becomes warmth.

Lights off. Press begin and let the story read itself to you, at the pace of sleep.

Read it myself

Screen on or off — we suggest dimming it, or simply closing your eyes after the first paragraph.

The story, in full

The heat reaches about a metre from the fire and stops. There is a smell of woodsmoke in the room that will still be there tomorrow. The window is black, and the glass is cold if you touch it.

There is a blanket over your legs that you did not consciously arrange. The logs beside the fireplace are down to the last two. The fire has stopped being flames and is now mostly red shapes that shift and settle.

Let your toes stop holding on to anything. Let your hands be completely still.

Let the space between your eyebrows smooth out. Let the pillow take the whole weight of your head.

The fire will be out in half an hour and nobody needs to watch it happen. The dog is asleep on the rug, on the side nearest the heat.

Let your feet get heavy first. Heavier than they need to be. Feel the back of your knees soften into the bed.

If you feel numb, that's a valid thing to feel. Nothing to fix. Your mind will leave about a hundred times. Come back about a hundred times.

Notice the places where your body touches the bed, and let them be heavy. Feel the weight of your head on the pillow.

Stay. Sleep.

Let it all get further away. You can stop listening properly. Softer.

A day that started badly does not have to stay that way.

That is the end of the story. Sleep is the next part, and it does not need instructions.

12 paragraphs, roughly 2 minutes read slowly aloud. Written for warm, winter.